Crew Member Reveals Depression After Deluge of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, recalling a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and performed experiments during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following achieving her goal, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She concluded that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the experience, such as spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that passed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also featured experts in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.